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I still have the emails omg

I have a story from this one time when i was 16ish and just starting out on youtube, around the time people from 4chan first found my videos. I was really naive and dumb, and on the internet there was an important debate raging about whether I was a slut or had a boyfriend or not. These were the golden years. One day this guy claiming to be a fan of me sent me a youtube message. He talked about how my videos brighten his day and restore his faith in women?? or something and added that he had a rough life so I felt bad for him. Then he went on to explain that, apparently, there’s this girl who keeps stalking him online and won’t leave him alone. So he was like “you should leave some comments on my youtube profile and make it seem like we’re flirting, she’ll see them since she always checks it to spy on me, and since she hates you, she’ll stop bothering me o_o” Then I was like OK this seems perfectly reasonable and not weird at all haha sure I’ll help this guy out!!! 
So I do what any 16 year old anime fan with no friends would do, I leave some comments on his youtube channel thing like “haha nyaaa~~ You’re the best!!! ^_^” and think to myself “I hope that stalker leaves him alone now!!!”
not even 5 minutes later I get a youtube message from him, he’s going off on me for some reason, swearing, calling me all sorts of names and I’m super confused, like what the fuck did I do!!!!!! He goes on to say that SOMEONE posted a screencap of his youtube channel with my flirty comments on it in a thread on /a/, and he says that he knows I must have done it because I betrayed him and I’m trying to humiliate him!!!!! 
Needless to say i’m fucking lost and I try my best to explain to him that someone must have found the comments somehow and wanted to post it to /a/ to prove that i’m a big slut or whatever, but I have no idea how that would happen because it’s not like there’s a thing that notifies your subscribers when you leave a comment on someone’s channel, and this dude was like invisible and there’s no way anyone knew who he was. 
But the guy keeps messaging me, sending stuff to my email, telling me that I’m lying and I’m a big whore and he KNEW he couldn’t trust women, they’re all manipulative demon creatures from hell, poop poop fart fart poop fart, etc, 16 year old me is fucking blown away and I was really scared and depressed about what happened cause I didn’t want people to hate me. I stayed up past 4 am trying to prove that I was innocent to this complete stranger cause he sent message upon message insulting me and telling me that I should die -_- Now it’s pretty obvious that he was the one who ~leaked~ the screenshot of the comments to /a/ cause he wanted to be a jerk. It was scary when it happened but when I look back it’s actually really funny in a fucked up way, I was so stupid. Im pretty sure I still have the emails from it

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