animejihad:

ソース： illiquidmarkets

yeah kinda but i’m not very vocal about it at all because i don’t want to be annoying ;~~~;

IM’M SO DISORIENTED AND FLUSTERED
i went to a huge birthday party today and i’m super tired and need solitude and my oniichin is here but that’s okay!! but he’s playing music really llouudlg and i can’t concentrate on anything ;_; andn i dunno if it’s because i’m a weird autist or something but i get really embarrassed when i listen to music around other people. I can’t play music that I enjoy around others even if we’re really close, and when other people listen to their music it isn’t as bad but i still feel uncomfortable!! I just get so nervous for no reason. I just want to be normal!! It’s not like it’s bad music or I don’t enjoy music aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa am I the only one in the world with this problem because i feel like it ;_; 

heh