14 yr old me thinking about life 

nyannerz:

when i was 10 i would pretend to be a teenage boy in AIM chatrooms so i could find people to talk about games and flash cartoons with and i met some 17 year old dude from california who did drugs a lot and liked final fantasy games, and he would give me cool glimpses into the adult world like one time he told me that he hid a long button-up dress in his closet, and he used it to practice unbuttoning buttons becau se he wanted to be prepared for when he had sex with a girl who is wearing something with buttons on it so he could impress her by unbuttoning the things really fast i really looked up to this person

i still haven’t found buttonman and im running out of hope

days where it’s cold n crisp and the sky is clear and it’s super windy are the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!