thank you for being a fan!! I used to be really ignorant and bad about trans issues but I’ve learned a lot from my friends and tumblr, I’m just glad I can be a positive influence on people now and I don’t make anyone feel excluded. Thank you again ;_;

that’s a really backwards and unfortunate way of thinking, anon. They don’t just “decide” anything. Not everyone has superhuman nerves of steel and can tolerate being called all sorts of awful things, or feeling like their very existence is just a joke to the mainstream media and society in general. A lot of these words are used when people are murdered, when hate crimes are committed, when people are just generally treated like shit and bullied because of who they are. Those words are used by people who have power and who know nothing of what it’s like to be in their shoes and won’t even try to understand. It is not their fault that they’ve been trampled on and victimized for most of history. I can call someone a big smelly shiteater and sure it might hurt their feelings, but it doesn’t carry the same weight as words that are pretty much rooted in years and years of bigotry and hate that have subdued entire communities of people. It’s just not that simple.

GOD on the flip side that’s one of my favorite videos I’ve ever made actually it’s so ridiculous
 but to answer your question I’m still gonna do silly song covers, comic dubs and videos where I’m just goofin around like always, I’m just getting rid of the videos that are bad

lmao noooo!!! ken ashcorp has never been interested in me romantically and he explained why he deleted all his non-music videos a ton like he made sooo many posts about it, but people made up rumors to be funny or something idk. He wanted his youtube channel to focus on music from then on and be known for his songs cause he was just done making other kinds of videos that’s all. Jk I friendzoned him and he went into a rage and deleted all his vids because they reminded him of me and my big sexy butt and legs and it was too much for him (this is a joke thank u)

Aaaaaaah hi this really cheers me up you have no idea. I was just like you, believe it or not I browsed 4chan since I was 11 years old and it pretty much shaped who I was and how I acted, and the people I associated with, for most of my recent life. It was very unhealthy for me. I was taken advantage of a lot from when I was 13 up until 17 by guys I met who browsed the boards I frequented, I just wanted to be cool like them, I felt like that was the only way I would be accepted and I felt like I couldn’t make friends otherwise. I went through a phase where I was just super insufferable and unfunny and I couldn’t be true to who I was on the inside I guess, because I put up this front of being this edgy internet girl who “isn’t like the ‘other’ girls!!!”.  It’s a pretty small aspect of how I changed myself to suit these people I hung out with and 4chan “culture” but, I would even stop using emoticons a lot (except for ;_; because that was the only one 4chan liked) because 4chan deemed them “uncool”!!!!! But fuck that emoticons are cute, if you’re having a casual conversation why not throw a couple of these in ^_^ : ) I even used to dislike feminism because of all the regurgitated nonsense that people would spew all over the boards and how my friends always made fun of feminists but then I grew up and realized that they were being immature and ignorant. I was so afraid to express myself and my opinions, because I knew that they weren’t “cool”, it was pretty much like being in a high school clique, except online and with a lot of disgruntled, lonely anonymous posters. 4chan was like my home for a while when I was little (that’s so fucked up in hindsight, my parents would have killed me if they saw the kinds of stuff I was looking at and reading) because I felt like an outcast, and all these people on 4chan were self-described outcasts, so I felt like I fit in there. But as I grew and made friends who were actually nice people who cared about me, I realized that I didn’t have to put on an act anymore. Surrounding yourself with people who love you for you is the best thing ever. And it feels very good to grow out of icky phases in your life! Like a bug shedding its skin. I’m so glad that I can help people, because when I was younger I would have loved to have a good role model like that, I probably would have grown up a lot sooner. Sorry for being so long winded tho and thank you