is this what u were talking about anon??

I hate being sick and having all the energy drain out of me all the time, and on the inside i’m like bursting with all these ideas and i don’t even know what to do with them, and I just want to work on so many things and get 1000 things done but my body won’t let it happen. But I still try really hard..I dream about releasing like 15 videos in one month or just releasing one or two videos every week, I have enough silly projects floating around that it could be possible. But then I push myself too much and i’m back to lying in bed all day feeling like death ;_; I know it’s not my fault, but the amount of potential i’m holding back makes me anxious. It’s hard to get to sleep at night cause I always have video ideas flying through my head and I’m like “aaaaah I really wanna go record!!” but I can’t go do it so i’m stuck!!! But those times where I start feeling good again and can work on a bunch of stuff and make really nice videos almost make it worth it. Because it reminds me that I CAN do it and it makes me so proud of myself ^_^ Being a sickly baby is a bittersweet experience

it’s NYC empire state blue >:) i suck at painting my nails

i actually cant find it anywhere on my computer ;_;;; ive looked everywhere

nyannerz:

pls enjoy my dumb cover of candy shop

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